srs tumbling

People who have been following me for a long time know I blogged about how my doctor believes I have an autism spectrum disorder. Well, I sucked it up and made an appointment the other day. I will see a psych on March 1st and find out just what’s going on. I’m terrified she will tell me I do have Asperger’s and I’ve spent the last 28 years ignorant of the fact that I’m fundamentally broken in an essential part of my cognition. I’m equally terrified she will tell me there is nothing wrong and that all of my problems are in the end just my fault.